How can someone be ‘too lazy’ to remove someone who caused so much pain in their life?

Let’s rant shall we? lol jokes I don’t want to rant. I’ll just say random stuff until I assure myself I have written an adequate amount of bullshit and fuckery. Lol, I say lol a lot, don’t you agree? I’m slowly but surely turning into a faggot teenager again. Instead of taking steps forward I’m falling into past habits of retardation. I’ve started shortening words and compacting them into cute little acronyms.. (IDK, HRY, WBY) WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME, dammit James, try talk like a real person. I should probably stop scrutinising myself before people think I’m crazy. Let’s see, today I went skating with a couple friends and realised I no longer have a great interest in it. My talent is too far gone and I’m no longer willing to commit to what I would have to just to be a bit better. That kills me to admit but I just don’t feel compelled to be great anymore. I’m just mediocre James, I play xbox instead of studying or I’m on Tumblr where it is boring as fuck, on bad days I even turn to facebook. Whenever I come into my room I have honest, pure intentions of doing my homework. Instead I turn to alternatives such as: Cleaning my already clean room, dancing around listening to music I wish I was still obsessive over or just playing the SAME fucking guitar chords over and over again and trying to trick myself and saying I’m getting better. I have a stupid English assessment to do in class on some bullshit vague statement given to us about “memory”. Now you wouldn’t think that was so hard until the related text and supplementary text are both stupid and when they are combined they create a synthesis of diluted madness which I simply cannot find a related text for. BAR RAM YOU, you stupid fucking english essay. 
I feel like I have more to complain about but at the moment I just can’t be bothered. Send me mean inboxes because they make me laugh at how pathetic you cunts are. Actually now that I think about it, the only hate mail I ever got wasn’t even directed at me, you weak cunts anon me and talk shit about my girlfriend. She’s beautiful and I love her so much, it’s my blog, I post fucking ugly pictures of myself, say something about me.
 
I bet heaps of people I know and I wouldn’t want to read this will read this and assume I’m crazy or think different of me, well what did you expect from a “Picton kid”? ;)

peteratthedisco:

She’s probably insecure because one direction are following her around saying she’s insecure.